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Anmls

by Mnmlst

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1.
Nomad (Fox) 03:49
I feel it in my bones, there's something in between me and alone I feel it in my bones, there's something I feel stranded, I'm confined I walk the line between life and death And when the tables turn I fall back again Reaching out, the thought consumes me I won't let this pain define me I'm holding on to all that confines me It's all connected to the person That I have become I find a cancer, but I'm a fighter and you can disagree, that I'm a lover I'm blessed with pain, we'll learn to leave the past behind And here it goes again We set it off, again and again Self-deprecating heartache Hear my voice scream out And when your voice is heard The thoughts no longer consume you I won't let this pain define me This is the person The person That I have become I find a cancer, but I'm a fighter and you can disagree, that I'm a lover I'm blessed with pain, we'll learn to leave the past behind I find a cure to all the sadness, and you start to agree, you're now a lover You're cursed with pain, we'll learn to leave the past behind I'm confined To walk the line between life and death And when the tables turn The thought no longer consumes you I feel it in my bones Reaching out, the thought consumes me I won't let this pain define me I'm holding on to all that confines me It's all connected to the person That I have become
2.
Kin (Bear) 03:47
(Sound patterns colliding, creating crossroads) (Sound patterns colliding, creating crossroads) Go I've been lead here to be set free The path was narrow and dark, what has come of me Of what a man, on this earth, should become And what he should have been From a pattern of straights and turns Wandering this earth without a plan The lines connected, the roads have crossed You've saved my life from a life once lost I doubt myself But I've found it all in the ones Who are apart of me Why do I have to pretend Like I'm the one to find comfort In who I am And we'll stand together Because we know the truth (Because we know the truth) Because that path that haunts us Is all the proof (Is all the proof) You found it all, tucked away Tucked away inside your mind But we strive to find our place We'll finally get there And we'll finally get there at a steady pace (At a steady pace) And when we're at the crossroads We won't turn back, we will find our new home The patterns are rising The edge of shattering truth are corrupting me The dots are connecting one by one to each others Current mindsets From the catalyst We're now further from darkness From the catalyst We're now further from darkness And we'll finally get there at a steady pace (At a steady pace) And when we're at the crossroads We won't turn back We will find our place on earth again We're at a peace of mind my friend (Sound patterns colliding, creating crossroads) (Sound patterns colliding, creating crossroads) Go, take my hand Bring me back to the place where darkness began Take my hand Bring me back to the place where darkness began Where darkness began
3.
Being used for all that I have to give I can't find comfort in the constant foresight Of being alone, or that i'm not myself I'm not myself Or finding who I am That I'm not another clone The truth is that we all die alone And I ask myself questions Why am I so loved I feel so lonely and I make the wrong moves Was it really worth it in the end Am I trying too hard Or am I not trying hard enough (Trying hard enough) It all comes back to the fact that we all die alone (And at the end of the day) I know its hard to say (To say) That I love you (It's trapped inside my head) In every single way But I still can't find the courage And I tried so hard And put your heart in my hand (And put your heart in my hand) And you told me to hold it (And that I would keep it safe) But I held it so long that it started to break I will never forget the day The day we met and I started to hold you Hand in hand and I didn't want to let go So I let go and I gave it right back and instead Gave you my heart while yours started to mend But you backed away as our warmth turned to cold Then I remembered, that we all die alone Complex, creative control But I still can't find the courage To speak to you the thoughts in my head I know its hard to say (To say) That I love you, (It's trapped inside my head) In every single way But I still can't find the courage We all die alone (We all die alone) And I ask myself questions Why am I so loved I feel so lonely and I make the wrong moves Was it really worth it in the end
4.
5.
And with these hands, I've shoveled the dirt up off the ground But the soil I've found, is the soil that made us grown and to not be bound. Not be bound I will not be bound by the ones who have shown us around, And brought tears to this earth, and build up structures That have stumbled and collapsed by other worlds colliding We built these cities high and they've tumbled to the ground, And what I've found is another way of living Cuz I found it hard to feel alive I've made another sacrifice, To raise my head up high I won't be bound to all the lies I've had enough (I've had enough) And if I fall I'll get back up again (I've had enough) The sacrifice, I'll raise my head to the sky Broken ideas from a false pretense Creating deceptive depictions of a life That we all strive to live, And brought forth to our brothers and sisters alike That we all strive to live, (we all strive to live) And brought forth to our brothers and sisters alike (sisters alike) And made promise to those who do well with gratifying gifts, Of riches and homes But chased with liquor and shame I found it hard to feel alive I've made another sacrifice, To raise my head up high I won't be bound to all the lies I've had enough Cuz I found it hard to feel alive I've made another sacrifice, To raise my head up high I won't be bound to all the lies I've had enough (I've had enough) And if I fall I'll get back up again (I've had enough) The sacrifice, I'll raise my head to the sky They say that life is what you make it
6.
Drunken thoughts Lead me to the darkest place That I never thought I could see I come to the edge of what is real (Woah) Yet so far gone, but closer to the truth So vividly yet so blurred And I don't mean to hurt those around me But we, can't deny the truth of the lies that we speak With each day, cracked and etched in stone Places we'll never get back With every line that we've crossed Will we be able to cross back Or yet another line will be crossed Do we cross, or do we stay because settling feels so humane Do we cross, or do we stay I'm on the edge of giving in (I'm on the edge of giving in) I'm in a state of breaking down Another bottle down the hatch So I can numb the pain (So I can numb the pain) And pour another shot to match Until my life is drowned away I'm not the man that I once was I'm becoming a shell of what used to be I took a chug to the end of the bottle And poured the last drop down the drain But I took a step back To take a look at my self Only to find that there was still a part of me Me Holding on for dear life Using my vices to escape back to the place I'd rather not see I've been tryin my best to resolve this Crying out for help in solitude I can only help myself I've done this all before I can't believe all the damage I have caused Just drinking my own life away I've been selfish and insecure Losing my life to the poison Do we cross, or do we stay Reaching for another bottle I collapse I don't know who I am anymore I collapse

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released December 13, 2019

Vocal Production
Nick Nodurft (Rusty Sun Audio)

Instrument Production/Mixing
Asher Ally

Mastering
Ermin Hamidovic (Systematic Productions)

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Mnmlst Denver, Colorado

Progressive Melodic Metalcore

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