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Nomad (Fox)
03:49
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I feel it in my bones, there's something in between me and alone
I feel it in my bones, there's something
I feel stranded, I'm confined
I walk the line between life and death
And when the tables turn
I fall back again
Reaching out, the thought consumes me
I won't let this pain define me
I'm holding on to all that confines me
It's all connected to the person
That I have become
I find a cancer, but I'm a fighter and you can disagree, that I'm a lover
I'm blessed with pain, we'll learn to leave the past behind
And here it goes again
We set it off, again and again
Self-deprecating heartache
Hear my voice scream out
And when your voice is heard
The thoughts no longer consume you
I won't let this pain define me
This is the person
The person
That I have become
I find a cancer, but I'm a fighter and you can disagree, that I'm a lover
I'm blessed with pain, we'll learn to leave the past behind
I find a cure to all the sadness, and you start to agree, you're now a lover
You're cursed with pain, we'll learn to leave the past behind
I'm confined
To walk the line between life and death
And when the tables turn
The thought no longer consumes you
I feel it in my bones
Reaching out, the thought consumes me
I won't let this pain define me
I'm holding on to all that confines me
It's all connected to the person
That I have become
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2. |
Kin (Bear)
03:47
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(Sound patterns colliding, creating crossroads)
(Sound patterns colliding, creating crossroads)
Go
I've been lead here to be set free
The path was narrow and dark, what has come of me
Of what a man, on this earth, should become
And what he should have been
From a pattern of straights and turns
Wandering this earth without a plan
The lines connected, the roads have crossed
You've saved my life from a life once lost
I doubt myself
But I've found it all in the ones
Who are apart of me
Why do I have to pretend
Like I'm the one to find comfort
In who I am
And we'll stand together
Because we know the truth
(Because we know the truth)
Because that path that haunts us
Is all the proof
(Is all the proof)
You found it all, tucked away
Tucked away inside your mind
But we strive to find our place
We'll finally get there
And we'll finally get there at a steady pace
(At a steady pace)
And when we're at the crossroads
We won't turn back, we will find our new home
The patterns are rising
The edge of shattering truth are corrupting me
The dots are connecting one by one to each others
Current mindsets
From the catalyst
We're now further from darkness
From the catalyst
We're now further from darkness
And we'll finally get there at a steady pace
(At a steady pace)
And when we're at the crossroads
We won't turn back
We will find our place on earth again
We're at a peace of mind my friend
(Sound patterns colliding, creating crossroads)
(Sound patterns colliding, creating crossroads)
Go, take my hand
Bring me back to the place where darkness began
Take my hand
Bring me back to the place where darkness began
Where darkness began
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Climates (Elk)
04:18
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Being used for all that I have to give
I can't find comfort in the constant foresight
Of being alone, or that i'm not myself
I'm not myself
Or finding who I am
That I'm not another clone
The truth is that we all die alone
And I ask myself questions
Why am I so loved
I feel so lonely and I make the wrong moves
Was it really worth it in the end
Am I trying too hard
Or am I not trying hard enough
(Trying hard enough)
It all comes back to the fact that we all die alone
(And at the end of the day)
I know its hard to say
(To say)
That I love you
(It's trapped inside my head)
In every single way
But I still can't find the courage
And I tried so hard
And put your heart in my hand
(And put your heart in my hand)
And you told me to hold it
(And that I would keep it safe)
But I held it so long that it started to break
I will never forget the day
The day we met and I started to hold you
Hand in hand and I didn't want to let go
So I let go and I gave it right back and instead
Gave you my heart while yours started to mend
But you backed away as our warmth turned to cold
Then I remembered, that we all die alone
Complex, creative control
But I still can't find the courage
To speak to you the thoughts in my head
I know its hard to say
(To say)
That I love you,
(It's trapped inside my head)
In every single way
But I still can't find the courage
We all die alone
(We all die alone)
And I ask myself questions
Why am I so loved
I feel so lonely and I make the wrong moves
Was it really worth it in the end
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4. |
Lonely Death (kodokushi)
01:30
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5. |
Monarch (Wolf)
02:44
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And with these hands, I've shoveled the dirt up off the ground
But the soil I've found, is the soil that made us grown and to not be bound.
Not be bound
I will not be bound by the ones who have shown us around,
And brought tears to this earth, and build up structures
That have stumbled and collapsed by other worlds colliding
We built these cities high and they've tumbled to the ground,
And what I've found is another way of living
Cuz I found it hard to feel alive I've made another sacrifice,
To raise my head up high
I won't be bound to all the lies
I've had enough (I've had enough)
And if I fall I'll get back up again
(I've had enough)
The sacrifice, I'll raise my head to the sky
Broken ideas from a false pretense
Creating deceptive depictions of a life
That we all strive to live,
And brought forth to our brothers and sisters alike
That we all strive to live, (we all strive to live)
And brought forth to our brothers and sisters alike (sisters alike)
And made promise to those who do well with gratifying gifts,
Of riches and homes
But chased with liquor and shame
I found it hard to feel alive I've made another sacrifice,
To raise my head up high
I won't be bound to all the lies
I've had enough
Cuz I found it hard to feel alive
I've made another sacrifice,
To raise my head up high
I won't be bound to all the lies
I've had enough (I've had enough)
And if I fall I'll get back up again
(I've had enough)
The sacrifice, I'll raise my head to the sky
They say that life is what you make it
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6. |
Nocturnal (Owl)
03:11
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Drunken thoughts
Lead me to the darkest place
That I never thought I could see
I come to the edge of what is real
(Woah)
Yet so far gone, but closer to the truth
So vividly yet so blurred
And I don't mean to hurt those around me
But we, can't deny the truth of the lies that we speak
With each day, cracked and etched in stone
Places we'll never get back
With every line that we've crossed
Will we be able to cross back
Or yet another line will be crossed
Do we cross, or do we stay because settling feels so humane
Do we cross, or do we stay
I'm on the edge of giving in
(I'm on the edge of giving in)
I'm in a state of breaking down
Another bottle down the hatch
So I can numb the pain
(So I can numb the pain)
And pour another shot to match
Until my life is drowned away
I'm not the man that I once was
I'm becoming a shell of what used to be
I took a chug to the end of the bottle
And poured the last drop down the drain
But I took a step back
To take a look at my self
Only to find that there was still a part of me
Me
Holding on for dear life
Using my vices to escape back to the place I'd rather not see
I've been tryin my best to resolve this
Crying out for help in solitude
I can only help myself
I've done this all before
I can't believe all the damage I have caused
Just drinking my own life away
I've been selfish and insecure
Losing my life to the poison
Do we cross, or do we stay
Reaching for another bottle
I collapse
I don't know who I am anymore
I collapse
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Mnmlst Denver, Colorado
Progressive Melodic Metalcore
Jon
Keito
Victor
Xhemoen
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